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Saturday, February 22, 2014 | 0 comments

Virgin trip to River Safari, let's go~




















Selfies Overload



AMAZON something lol.
Nothing much in there, just amazed by the huge gigantic fish tanks.
Other than that.... nothing else seems interesting to me.
TOO MUCH OF WALKING, MAKES ME FEEL SUPER LAZY AND SLEEPY.







KAI KAI AND JIA JIA
Honestly speaking, they are super adorable.... if only i could be like them.
Leading a life consisting of eating, sleeping and being popular to everyone.
Not like me, studying and schooling sigh.
But there were just too many people there that it took me quite some time to actually snap a few pictures.
Ohya, and there is this qt boy who kept tapping my shoulders and smile to me..... urgh you've got to maintain that smile on your face lil boy hehe.






Above are just some FAILED selfies with the animals.
Always trying to get their attention but when i decided to snap, they will just move away....
They just don't like me.
Sadly, no one actually bothers to help me take pictures when they see me having difficulty taking selfies.
WHY SO BAD.










Okay, so here comes the main reason why i came River Safari.
THE RIVER BOAT RIDE.
Not very fun but it actually makes me miss USS rides.
Nothing much about this boat ride except for staying under the HOT SUN.
I am even darker than before now.













End of my River Safari experience.
Lazy to elaborate too much on it, but guess picture speaks a thousand words.
Had a great day although it started rough.
And also a great chance for me to get a little rest before i welcome another hectic week.


Introducing you my two new buddies in my life yay
Thank you for surprising me with this and i really appreciate it x.


FLOWER OVERLOAD, kay just being lame.




Ever since school started, time have really passed super fast.
It's like we are fighting against time.
Totally have insufficient of time to finish up whatever we have to do
For a moment, i wanted to give up because it was really tiring to keep going through this routine.
If i can, i would have buy time.

Recently my class went to the Dialogue in the Dark session @ NgeeAnn Poly.
All i can say that it was a great experience, something that i have never tried before.
What surprised me was that our guide who lead us in the dark was a visually impaired.
Walking through things in darkness, i can totally felt how it was like to be living in their lives.
It's like not knowing what is ahead of you, you are scared but life still have to go on.
One learning point, cherish the things you have before it's all gone.


( 04 April 2011 to 23 December 2013 )
This shall be the last part of today's post.
Quite a number of you have been asking me, why am i no longer posting pictures of him & all.
Reason being, We are no longer together.
Things just doesn't work out between us anymore and both of us no longer have the strength to hold on to this relationship like how we did in the past.
Things definitely have changed ever since long time ago, we no longer fight for each other like how we did.
Through all the ups and downs we have been through, it was quite a waste to let go of this close to 3 yrs relationship but i guess, it is just not worth it anymore.
There is no point holding and fighting for someone who doesn't carry a single feelings for you anymore.
Who doesn't even care about your feelings when asking for an end to this relationship.
I honestly couldn't accept the fact that we both have separated and are going our own ways.
Crying to sleep and waking up hoping it was just a nightmare.
Wishing things didn't really happened, i just shut myself away from reality.
Thoughts of giving up for a guy who isn't even worth it at all.
Crying and crying non stop and missing out all the fun that i deserve to have.
But there comes to a point that i asked myself, is whatever i'm doing going to bring him back to me?
Will i be happy even if he comes back to me but he no longer loves me like how he used to?
I've cried enough and tried enough, my mind tell me it's time i should let go.
I just don't want to be trapped in this cycle of misery and missed out important things in my life.
Seeing him having fun without me & all, does hurts and it kills me but as time passes, it no longer affects me.
Memories are memories, nothing can rewind again.
Yes, i do hate him for what he did but i guess, there isn't any need to continue holding this grudge towards him anymore since i no longer hold anymore feelings for him.
Just have to thank you for throwing me all alone by myself when i am at the edge of giving up and ignoring all my texts and calls when i needed your help and telling me to get out of your life as i'm irritating you and never appear again infront of you.
Because of what you have done, made me who i am today.
Stronger than before and able to think clearly of what i want exactly.
Thank you for those friends who have been through this tough times with me and seeing me slowly getting out of this pain that he have put me through and also not giving up one me even when i'm hopeless back then.
I really appreciate it and now, i understand what you guys mean by ' I will definitely find someone better than him and someone that i deserve to have '
The love for him is just no longer there anymore and i'm sure time will just slowly let those memories of me  and him fade away slowly.
Thank you for everything but it's time we both find someone who is more suitable for us.

' Nothing last, what last is the memories '
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