TADA. I'M BACK ON BLOGGING LOL.

Seriously have been super busy with school sigh....... totally no time for myself.

Guess today's update won't be a long one, but still..... just a simple update on my current days.

SCHOOL DAYS JUST SUCKS SO MUCH BUT......

with them, it wasn't that bad afterall.

I have to admit that higher nitec is really tough as compared to my nitec days... damn.

Theory test, Theory lectures, Extra lessons, Reports, Projects and lots more......

Honestly, i am still not adapting to this life of mine.

I don't know why but... it's just TOUCH :'(

2 months have just passed and i still have a long way to go.... OH MY GOD.

I can't wait for my graduation day to come, which is like still long from now.

SCHOOL DAYS LIKE ME JUST MAKE ME WANNA DIE.

But i just feel thankful to have them there for me, to make my school days much more interesting than....

DREADFUL.

Meet my group of cute buddies here.

I know i have been saying how thankful i am to have them... but seriously....

THEY JUST MAKE MY LIFE SO MUCH MORE BETTER.

Having to share with them my sorrows and having them to joke around, just make me feel bless.

Always asking if i'm fine and treating my like their younger sister although i'm a little older than them.

I don't know if this will last but i hope.... it will last.

Hehehe love you boys la x.

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OKAY I AM CRAVING FOR ALL THIS MAN.

PLEASE! SOMEONE BRING ME TO HAVE ALL THIS.

:-*

ALRIGHT, THAT'S ALL FOR THE UPDATES & MY CRAVINGS.

* someone please bring me to satisfy my cravings *

NOW... ALLOW ME TO RANT MY SORROWS :'(

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I guess some close friends of mine would definitely know who i am referring to.

I have this very close friend of mine which i just recently made.

I don't know what brings both of us so close, but still... ya.

With him around, i felt secure.

He is someone i feel comfortable around with.

Someone i can tell everything to without hesitating.

Someone i can joke and be silly around with.

Sounds like my boyfriend right? but nah.. he is just a super close friend of mine.

Recently, i don't know why but somehow i feel so confused and lost.

Knowing that he have another new girl friend, as in GIRL friend.

I feel threatened but it and i know it may sounds stupid but stand in my shoes and think.

Once having his attention and spending almost everyday together.

Talking on the phone together, texting all day long, laughing, teasing and going out together.

But out of sudden, you just no longer feels the same anymore.

Somehow i can't treat him the same as i use to treat him.

Knowing that this new girl might be better than me, giving him the happiness i may not give him.

I don't know what to do and i'm lost.

Without him, i feel that i have no one to lean on and no one would treat me the same as he does.

No one will know me better than he knows sigh.

I just feel that i am no longer important and i am not as important as the girl he knows now.

I wish things would be back to normal but i know i won't take the initiative to make things better.

I know you will be happier with her and as times pass by, you will forget everything & give up on this friendship. You can tell me that you won't but i know you will.

You are important to me and i can't lose you but tell me how to react to this situation now?

I wish that i am immune to this situation now and feels nothing....

but sorry, i can't....

I wish you know how i feel, i wish i won't give up on us.

Because i remembered saying that we wanna go polytechnic tgt and do lots of things together.

:'(

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Before i end off, should i go back to Badminton training? :'/

I hope things will be back to normal & the rest of this year will be a great one.

Shall update soon when i can.

And i hope that my well deserve holidays will be arriving real soon.

Have a great week ahead & Happy Holidays to the most of you :)

Kbye.

TADA. I'M BACK ON BLOGGING LOL.

Seriously have been super busy with school sigh....... totally no time for myself.

Guess today's update won't be a long one, but still..... just a simple update on my current days.

SCHOOL DAYS JUST SUCKS SO MUCH BUT......

with them, it wasn't that bad afterall.

I have to admit that higher nitec is really tough as compared to my nitec days... damn.

Theory test, Theory lectures, Extra lessons, Reports, Projects and lots more......

Honestly, i am still not adapting to this life of mine.

I don't know why but... it's just TOUCH :'(

2 months have just passed and i still have a long way to go.... OH MY GOD.

I can't wait for my graduation day to come, which is like still long from now.

SCHOOL DAYS LIKE ME JUST MAKE ME WANNA DIE.

But i just feel thankful to have them there for me, to make my school days much more interesting than....

DREADFUL.

Meet my group of cute buddies here.

I know i have been saying how thankful i am to have them... but seriously....

THEY JUST MAKE MY LIFE SO MUCH MORE BETTER.

Having to share with them my sorrows and having them to joke around, just make me feel bless.

Always asking if i'm fine and treating my like their younger sister although i'm a little older than them.

I don't know if this will last but i hope.... it will last.

Hehehe love you boys la x.

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-

OKAY I AM CRAVING FOR ALL THIS MAN.

PLEASE! SOMEONE BRING ME TO HAVE ALL THIS.

:-*

ALRIGHT, THAT'S ALL FOR THE UPDATES & MY CRAVINGS.

* someone please bring me to satisfy my cravings *

NOW... ALLOW ME TO RANT MY SORROWS :'(

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-

I guess some close friends of mine would definitely know who i am referring to.

I have this very close friend of mine which i just recently made.

I don't know what brings both of us so close, but still... ya.

With him around, i felt secure.

He is someone i feel comfortable around with.

Someone i can tell everything to without hesitating.

Someone i can joke and be silly around with.

Sounds like my boyfriend right? but nah.. he is just a super close friend of mine.

Recently, i don't know why but somehow i feel so confused and lost.

Knowing that he have another new girl friend, as in GIRL friend.

I feel threatened but it and i know it may sounds stupid but stand in my shoes and think.

Once having his attention and spending almost everyday together.

Talking on the phone together, texting all day long, laughing, teasing and going out together.

But out of sudden, you just no longer feels the same anymore.

Somehow i can't treat him the same as i use to treat him.

Knowing that this new girl might be better than me, giving him the happiness i may not give him.

I don't know what to do and i'm lost.

Without him, i feel that i have no one to lean on and no one would treat me the same as he does.

No one will know me better than he knows sigh.

I just feel that i am no longer important and i am not as important as the girl he knows now.

I wish things would be back to normal but i know i won't take the initiative to make things better.

I know you will be happier with her and as times pass by, you will forget everything & give up on this friendship. You can tell me that you won't but i know you will.

You are important to me and i can't lose you but tell me how to react to this situation now?

I wish that i am immune to this situation now and feels nothing....

but sorry, i can't....

I wish you know how i feel, i wish i won't give up on us.

Because i remembered saying that we wanna go polytechnic tgt and do lots of things together.

:'(

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Before i end off, should i go back to Badminton training? :'/

I hope things will be back to normal & the rest of this year will be a great one.

Shall update soon when i can.

And i hope that my well deserve holidays will be arriving real soon.

Have a great week ahead & Happy Holidays to the most of you :)

Kbye.