Day 365 , First Anniversary xoxo.
Wednesday, April 4, 2012 | 0 comments
Well , was super bored at home in the morning after i've gone preparing
So decided to cam-whore with MYSELF , pathetic much keke.
But i like it HAHAHAHA okay lame.
HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY TO THE BEST BOYFRIEND ON EARTH <3
Just want to tell you that i really feel so fortunate to have you in my life.
Seriously , i didn't expect to meet such a guy like you.
You really made my last year in secondary school life a fun and challenging one.
I thought that things will change when i graduate but it only changed abit .
Remember we thought we couldn't even last till a month because of our 3 years age gap ?
And people couldn't accept this relationship due to the age gap ?
But we made it and we proved to our parents that we can handle it well.
So right now , let me start off with the things i wanna say to you.
Open your eyes wide and read it carefully kekekeke ^.<
I'm really sorry that for the past one year , we kept arguing because of my attitude and your temper.
Really so sorry about that and you know that i've been trying my best to improve on that.
Though at times , i'm really unreasonable but you gave in to me so that we won't argue.
I realy can feel that you're treatign this relationship important , so do i.
I just wanna last as long as possible and go according to the plan you have in the future.
One year and more , passes so fast like woah.
Even i can't believe it because i thought we wouldn't last because i've lost faith b'cos of what happen.
But though i'm still a little not confident , i still wanna last with you :p
I know that i should forgive and forget but i can't forget but i've already forgiven you.
Though at time , i will still complain to you about what you did in the past.
I don't mean it at all , so you can totally ignore me about that.
Sorry for being so attitude to you at times when you did nothing wrong.
Maybe my expectations are way too high on you but i just want to let you know , you're already good enough for me.
This past one year , we have been struggling to hold on to this relationshp due to alot of thing.
Arguments , Sensitivity , Misunderstanding , Parents disapproval for this relationship and lastly , my curfew.
But still we manage to hold on to this love tightly and not letting go easily.
I have to admit that every single time , i'm the lousy one who says i wanna let go of this relationship.
While you're the one who always gives in and hold on to me.
We fight , We shout loudly at each other in the public but at the end of everything , you still hug me tightly and ask me not to leave you.
I'm really really touch by your actions and it really proves alot to me.
Recently , i told you and explained to you why i didn't like you to hang out with them
In the beginning you couldn't accept the fact that i really detest it but slowly , you gave in because you don't want any arguments.
You hang out with others , spend less time outside and start studying whenever you can.
I really know all this little things that you're doing and i appreciate that effort alot from you.
We thought that we would have ended off everything when we was facing a major problem before my O levels.
We can't talk in school , can't be seen in school uni outside school , can't be smiling or even getting near e/o in school = strangers.
I thought that at that point , i will let go and really concentrate in my O's.
But i didn't let go , i did study for my o's and at the same time , hold on to this relationship.
Well , i failed my O's and now i'll be taking a longer path to get my diploma but i think this will be a better path for me due to my learning speed.
So no worries , and i'll for sure do well for this year's O levels and also my my studies of Tourism :)
While you concentrate in getting promoted to sec 4na and rememeber, you wanted the path straight to poly after N's and i'm sure you can do it alright ?
^.<
Next , I'm really have to apologise about the bad temper i have , really.
Sorry for always throwing tantrams on you when you did nothing wrong , sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :')
And also that i have curfew from parents and can't go far with you and spend not much time with you at all.
At times , i'm worried that because i can't go far and spend much time with you , you will mind and find that , what a boring girlfriend i have.
But you didn't left me , and you told me that everything was fine , you don't mind at all as long as you have time with me.
<3
We have been waiting for today , for the past one year !
And finally it have arrived , feeling so fortunate to have you for the past one year or more.
I just one to continue having you for another 10 years ? 20 years ? 30 years ? or even till we get married and live together every single day .
I just want to belong to you , have a family with you , cook for you , give you a morning kiss when you're out for work, give you a big hug when you come home after work.
And most importantly , having to wake up by your side every single morning and also having you to be the last one i see every night before i shut my eyes to sleep.
This kind of life is what i have been waiting for , though we're still young and it seems unrealistic to others but we really hope it will come true right ?
Remember you told me that you want me to stay home to cook and be a housewife LOL and you head out to work and earn money :)
Simple life but yet , the best one i will have if it really happens.
Just want to let you know that you're the best boyfriend on earth and of course , in my life.
Thank you for being so nice to me and caring towards me.
Always trying your best to give me whatever i want when you're not working and earning money.
Giving in so that arguments can be avoided.
There's just so much that you do that i can't possibly list it out but you did more than you should as a boyfriend.
I just simply love you so much that there's no way that i'm going to let go of this relationship !
Though this time round , we won't be celebrating on out actual day still i'm already happy enough keke.
I'm sorry for not being able to get you your gift on time because of some problem but saturday you will get it alright ?
Hopefully you will like the gift that i give you teehee , be excited eh ! <3
Hope that this weekend when we celebrate it , it will be a unique and unforgettable one.
I'm just so looking forward to another year and another year with you after each year we have pass through together !
Iloveyou and muacks ! :-* <3 xoxo.
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Thanks Meiting for always being there for me whenever i'm DAMN DOWN.
And always telling me not to give up because i'll last with him.
Thanks for being there ! ☺
Thanks Xingyi ! ☺
Thanks Alberto ! ☺
And not forgetting this long lost sweetheart , tyvm ! ☺
Thanks Shermaine Babe ! ☺
Thanks Hazel Bbg ☺
Also this two Baby Bitches of my life ! ☺
Doris & Derrick for wishing the best for us on our special day ! ☺
Last but not least , not forgetting all the facebook-ers for the likes ! ♡
Okay this was done DAMN LAST MINUTE because i didn't have the time to do it.
Hopefully he will like it though it's really ugly
:'(
Met up with Baby outside his school and give him a surprise with the card that i've made & also the temporary chocolate as his present for today ! ite , he hug me from the back without me noticing :)
Ain't he sweet ?! Ilovehim. <3
Bused to his house so that he can prepare and have his quick lunch before heading out again.
Soon we left his house and cabbed to Jcube to get some stuff.
Alighted and walked into it , Baby look like a tourist like how i was when i first step into Jcube LOL
He is so damn cute ! *.*
First thing i did was to pull him to WTF to buy my fries & to my surprise , the boss still remember me !
He was like " Hiiiiiiiiiiii , with a wide smile " , first time see such cute person !
Alright then went to Sticky shop to get Sticky's for Baby's mom friend lol complicated.
While otw to Sticky , saw Derrick & his friend so walked and shop together.
Miss hanging out with him , the time with him was all about LAUGHTER & nothing else.
Though he's mean at times to me but still , he treats me like his real sister :) keke.
Parted with him after reaching the first level , cabbed to Hke with Baby.
Anyways , saw so many old friends ! keke.
Yeefei , Emily , Zahara , Farah & Teck Koon
Met up with Kevin and started studying , while Baby memorize his Trading , Profit & Loss format.
Not bad , he manage to memorize everything & i realize mostly it is the guys who do better in accounts.
Gave up in studying after an hour later and started to cam-whore with Baby , my hobby not his.
My boyfriend hates cam-whoring , kbox-ing & eating steamboat but i just love it so much , what a pity.\
Played Uno stress , Uno game & The block stacking game kekeke , was damn fun & hilarious.
Me and Baby gang up against Kevin and he went like , LOL i know he want me lose right.
Okay , that was bad but it's okay , it was all about fun !!!!!!!! :)
Head home early today because my parents are super unhappy that i kept going out , but well...
I'M A TEENAGER AND STARTING SCHOOL IN A FEW DAYS TIME.
WHAT YOU EXPECT ?!?!?!
After 6 months of holidays and long break , i'm so so so not prepared for school.
I shall end my post here , shall update more tomorrow alright ?!
I always do that to my boyfriend , i find it so sweet kekekekeke.
When you kick him , he will turn back and kiss you.
Awwwwwww ♥♥♥
Can i be another her ? so envyyyyyyyyyyyy .
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Hope that you will love the video that i've made for you and sorry for the quality but still....
HAPPY FIRST ANNIVERSARY BABY ! ♥✌