Day 278 , xoxo (Best Boyfriend !)
Saturday, January 7, 2012 | 0 comments
Release of O levels results , arriving in 2 days time @ 2pm.
Honestly speaking , i don't really think i'll be eligible in a polytechnic course
You can say that i'm thinking too much or over worried but still , i'm serious.
This weird feeling i get everyday thinking i'll score a 30+ is freaking me out.
I don't know how i'll react on monday when it's my turn to collect it
But all i know is even when i'm saying it now , i feel the nervousness in me damn it okay !
If i fail , i'll go ite / private
But i really want to get in a polytechnic so much.
But if i really don't make it , i'll go through ite and to polytechnic which is my aim.
It'll be a longer and tougher way but still i'm willing.
I may say so much about going into poly now but honestly , i've no confidence i'll pass.
Tskk , i'm dying and suffering in this suspense.
How i wish Monday won't be arriving.
I wish Boyfriend , Clique & Bbgs will be there :'/
Camp in Baby's house to sleep ! <3
Baby hug me to sleep today and iloveit okay ?
Do you know that feeling when he hugs you to sleep and you can feel his heartbeat.
Maybe you guys may find me weird but i really love those quiet moments i have with him alone
Because we don't have to argue or find stuff to entertain each other
But just by keeping quiet and hugging each other to sleep , it meant alot
I'll be looking forward to spending more time with him again soon
xoxoxo!
Seoul Garden for Belated 9th Monthsary for us :)
Enjoyed the steamboat with Baby :)
He was so damn cute when eating steamboat okay ? teehee.
We talked alot and took alot of food to eat ! ^^ like we never did.
I wished that he would feed me bu the didn't but ate finish all the finger food leaving me one ._.
Had a big argument on where to go and what to eat.
He said he wanna eat Swensens but i wanted to eat Seoul Garden b'cos i don't like Swensens
In the end kept arguing over it and almost went home.
But in the end Baby decided to eat Seoul Garden.
I won't be that heartless to ask him to pay everything b'cos it's expensive.
We shared the amount and i wanted to give him money but he say he'll get angry.
I'm sorry for always wanting this and that , not knowing it's too overboard.
Next time we'll just eat all this stuff when we celebrate monthsary okay ? :)
Sorry about my temper for today and not being able to control it and handle it properly.
Apologise for that but overall , i'm happy to have you around ! <3
Iloveyou Boyfriend , alot xoxo.
X'traordinary NP X'perience Open House !!
Woke up at 8am and wake Boyfriend up , prepared & soon head to his house to find him.
Head out for 334 to Jurong East & met up with schoolmates/classmates there.
Includes : Brenda , Daniel , Guangrui , Azri & Whehow
Bused to NgeeAnn Poly as a whole for the Open House in Ninja Tee , Redcamp 8
Reached there , there's a group of Centurious RedCamp 8 campers shouting our cheer to us
So embarrassed like we totally didn't entertain them and just walked away , sorry !
Head to the Convention center and met up with some of our Redcamp 8 Ninjas SL :) miss them lots okay !
Went into the Convention hall & take a glimpse of the courses there !
Didn't know that my boyfriend already planning for his future , he is keen in Business & Accountancy
Brenda says that he's a good guy b'cos he have already have in mind what course he is keen to.
Alright , done with glimpsing. Took the bus to our first stop at School of Engineering !
Was kinda boring because i'm not those engineering kind for goodness sake.
Bus to Film & Media studies and saw Justin Lol , the world is so not big.
Played some games then soon bused to the School of life sciences & also School of Humanities
I'm only interested in this two schools b'cos it suits me more.
Had Henna with Brenda and mine is a Taurus sign , GO TAURUS ! LOL okay.
Had Henna with Brenda and mine is a Taurus sign , GO TAURUS ! LOL okay.
Boyfriend experienced a process of giving birth and also worn the mask thingy , dk what's that.
Head on to School of Humanities and asked the lecturers about Chinese Studies.
They told me to try JPSAE b'cos their chinese must be A1-A2 and i got B3 , so they ask me to try it.
Go for an interview after i get my results and big possibility is i'll get it.
Went around the NgeeAnn to find their school tee but it's close , waste time.
Took shutter bus with Boyfriend & Brenda to Clementi and Brenda left.
While me and Boyfriend head to Clementi Mall to celebrate our belated 9th monthsary.
Had a tiff but after that everything is fine and i injured my hand b'cos i was so pissed off.
After everything , bus to Boyfriend's house to sleep until 7plus and left for home.
Dinner at 496 and now , waiting for that silly boyfriend of mine ! <3
Texting Elaine , Meiting & Xingyi ^^ teehee.
My first 4 choices if i pass my O's :)
#1 : Diploma in Chinese Studies
#2 : Diploma in Child Psychology & Early Education
#3 : Diploma in Early Childhood Education
#4 : Health Science [Nursing]
While the other 8 choices , we'll see about it.
But as for Cca , i've got 4 choices in mind.
#1 : Basketball
#2 : Cheerleading
#3 : Inline Skating
#4 : Chinese Orchestra
We'll wait for the arrival of Monday then we will see.
Borrowed this storybook "Dark Secrets" to read for this 3 months holidays.
Hopefully i'll finish reading it !
:)
My injured hand after hitting a metal pillar -_- how dumb of me , no anger management.
Now my vein got clot , then got one big bump !
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I just hope that you'll keep holding on to the promises you made to me yesterday
Because i seriously want a change in a better way for this relationship
I want this relationship to last and not break.
<3
LOTS OF THANKS AND LOVE TO MY BOYFRIEND XOXO !
Hiiiiiiiiii Boyfriend :)
I have to admit that you're really nice and caring towards me
It's my fault for not realising that and always thinking that you're not giving me enough
Both of us knows tht this relationship have changed & we're trying our best to go back to how it was
I just wish that we'll be like in the past , so sweet and unbreakable.
I don't expect you to feel how i feel now but soon you'll get to feel the worries i've always had.
You're the BEST , NUMBER ONE BOYFRIEND IN MY LIFE :)
No one will replace you because i've carved your name in my heart for now and ever.
I'm serious in every single word i say and nothing will change my mind.
I don't care how many people look down in the r/s of ours but i'll prove to them that they're wrong
I'm looking forward to all the after school , weekends & public holidays with you <3
Iloveyou Qtpai Baby xoxo.
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Meant for you , it won't change :)
I WANT TO THANK MY BOYFRIEND FOR WAKING UP AT 8AM TO ACCOMPANY ME !
ALL THE WAY TO NGEEANN & TO CELEBRATE OUR NINTH MONTHSARY
THANKS ALOT FOR THE EFFORT YOU MADE AND YES , I APPRECIATE IT LOADS.
XINKU NI LE QINGAI DE BABY BOY <3 -BIG GREAT HUGS-