Sunday, September 4, 2011 | 0 comments

Mine
You were in college working part time waitin’ tables
Left a small town, never looked back
I was a flight risk with a fear of fallin’
Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts
I say "Can you believe it?
As we’re lying on the couch?"
The moment I can see it.
Yes, yes, I can see it now.
Do you remember, we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time.
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter.
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine.
Flash forward and we’re taking on the world together,
And there’s a drawer of my things at your place.
You learn my secrets and you figure out why I’m guarded,
You say we’ll never make my parents’ mistakes.
But we got bills to pay,
We got nothing figured out,
When it was hard to take,
Yes, yes, this is what I thought about.
Do you remember, we were sitting there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine.
Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine.
Oh, oh, oh
And I remember that fight
Two-thirty AM
As everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street
Braced myself for the "Goodbye"
‘cause that’s all I’ve ever known
Then you took me by surprise
You said, "I’ll never leave you alone."
You said, "I remember how we felt sitting by the water
And every time I look at you, it’s like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man’s careful daughter
She is the best thing that’s ever been mine."
Hold on, make it last
Hold on, never turn back
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine.
(Hold on) Do you believe it?
(Hold on) Gonna make it now.
(Hold on) I can see it,
(Yes, yes) I can see it now.
Left a small town, never looked back
I was a flight risk with a fear of fallin’
Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts
I say "Can you believe it?
As we’re lying on the couch?"
The moment I can see it.
Yes, yes, I can see it now.
Do you remember, we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time.
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter.
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine.
Flash forward and we’re taking on the world together,
And there’s a drawer of my things at your place.
You learn my secrets and you figure out why I’m guarded,
You say we’ll never make my parents’ mistakes.
But we got bills to pay,
We got nothing figured out,
When it was hard to take,
Yes, yes, this is what I thought about.
Do you remember, we were sitting there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine.
Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine.
Oh, oh, oh
And I remember that fight
Two-thirty AM
As everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street
Braced myself for the "Goodbye"
‘cause that’s all I’ve ever known
Then you took me by surprise
You said, "I’ll never leave you alone."
You said, "I remember how we felt sitting by the water
And every time I look at you, it’s like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man’s careful daughter
She is the best thing that’s ever been mine."
Hold on, make it last
Hold on, never turn back
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You are the best thing that’s ever been mine.
(Hold on) Do you believe it?
(Hold on) Gonna make it now.
(Hold on) I can see it,
(Yes, yes) I can see it now.

Happy Belated Teacher's Day to all teachers out there :)
Didn't skipped school that day cause it was my last celebration for teacher's day
Can't imagine that next year , i won't be celebrating but going back to school to visit teachers
So weird , i'm going to graduate soon . OMG
Anyways , that day was kinda bored & receive 5 sets of chemistry prelims worksheet from Mrs Gan
LOL i've not even started one of it
After school went to Jurong point with Clique for breakfast then bought porridge for Baby
Head over to Baby's house after buying then soon went to Shuqun Primary with Clique
Accompany them to visit their primary school tough i'm not from there
Kinda bored but at least i'm not rotting at home :)
Home-d soon after that.
Saturday
Didn't go out with Baby tomorrow but met him up for lunch
Then soon went home and then went out again to " the verge " to buy stuff
Then soon went to sissy's boyf house to put stuff
Head to bugis after that and shop around and had dinner @ Crystal Jade
I bought a Bright Pink nail colour at The Faceshop (Y)
Home-d soon after that.
:)
There's science camp tomorrow and i've not complete my assignment
Geezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
I feel like dying cause i'm sick and i don't feel like giving science camp a miss
Cause O's is reaching on 20th oct , it's just 1 month and 16 days
Tense up now
Anyways , Best luck to those taking N's tomorrow :)

Happy 5th Monthsary ♥
I've lots to say in my mind but i just don't know how to express it out all in words but i'm going to give it a try
It have been a long journey for both of us and i know at times , both of us are vex
but no matter what happen we just don't give up that easily cause we've come a long way
I admit that i'm easily jealous but the reason for that is because , i'm too much in love with you
To a point that , i don't think i can pull myself out from you anymore
I find that you're more worth it than him , not a single time someone give me this special feelings
How do i phrase that ? i don't know but i hope you get what i mean
I always thought that i can never find someone who can be trusted after breaking up with him
I'm afraid to fall in love totally and trust a guy totally
Yesterday we had a major argument after asking you a sensitive question
After receiving the " yeah " from you , i totally breakdown
I feel like a knife is stabbed on my heart directly , it's been long i felt that way
I've given my love all out for you and i didn't expect that you'll say that to me
I love you and i know that it's true and it isn't fake at all but i don't know how to make your love for me strong
Yesterday , i asked myself what's love without you ? i guess , it's nothing
I told myself not to cry outside and be a strong girl , hold back my tears
After getting up the car , my tears just start rolling out automatically and i've got no control over it
The pain that i have in my heart is totally hurtful , killing and miserable
I don't know if you know how i feel but i feel like dying
I told myself that life without you , i will just choose to die than to continue living
I don't care what others say by saying i'm childish.
I'm 17 and i don't wanna continue being flirtatious like how i am in the past
I want a stable and long lasting relationship
After yesterday's incident , i'm totally acting like not myself
I don't dare to go near you , i'm starting to talk to you in a cold manner
cause i'm afraid one day you'll leave me and i'm afraid of the feeling of being left behind again
You taught me what's love all about and you pulled me out from the hell i was in at the first place
You proved to me that you wasn't like him and will never be
I want to trust you but i'm being hold back by the past
And because of you , i've changed alot
I quit smoking & drinking just for you
I don't spend time with gangsters anymore
I study hard for you , just to make you proud of me
I struggle through this relationship cause iloveyou too much and i know you do too
I have less contacts with guys
I spend most of my time with you rather than my outside friend
You made me change to a better person
All i hope is you spending much more time with me than basketball
I don't know if i can keep tolerate the fact that you're neglecting me for basketball
I'm afraid one day i wouldn't take it and leave
But i've promise you that anything for you , i'll just bear with it cause i love you
That's all i've got to say and please , study hard.
Last but not least , iloveyou & HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY (L)
